
Analysing Lyrics
Back in time like someone
pressed rewind on my life
This
line automatically shows that the artist is having a flashback, or a vivid
memory. The word ‘rewind’ perhaps shows that she sees her life as a movie, as
something that she can tell people as a story, a narrative.
I just wanted to succeed
This
line shows her initial intention, especially as she has used the words ‘I just
wanted to…’ it almost suggests that she has been wrongly accused or told off
for something, as those words are used usually in defence. Also, the
contradiction of ‘just wanted to succeed’ is effective as no one should be
accused for trying to something as positive as succeeding, so this shows how
misunderstood she has become.
Trapped me, I can’t breathe
This
line has now introduced the theme of being trapped for the first time since the
song began, now beginning to show what has happened to her. She can’t breathe,
this could be both metaphorically as in feeling trapped within herself and
literally being trapped somewhere.
Let’s keep an eye on you
This
line has now used a patronizing line, ‘let’s keep an eye on you’ sounds like
something that a nurse would say to a small child, or someone that is mentally
unstable. It appears to be demeaning and degrading, almost pitiful but not in a
positive way.
Because you got serious
blues
The
artist is now beginning to say what drove her to feeling trapped and being
talked down upon. She is clearly battling with a sadness or depression that is
slowly driving her insane. Or at least – that is how other people are seeing
her.
Take another shot while
you’re at it
There
is an imperative here, the word ‘take’ is a demand, once again showing that
there is someone looking after her as if she was helpless. The connotation of
the word ‘shot’ can also be two things. It can either be shot as in a shot that
one would drink in a bar to perhaps drown their sorrows away, once again adding
to the sadness. Another would be a shot in terms of a jab, an injection that is
given to either numb someone or take their pain completely away for a certain
amount of time. This is used in psychiatric hospital to patients, in order to
ease the mental illness or pain. The words ‘while you’re at it’ are also used
so casually, therefore implying that the artist has become used to being
treated as she is.
Stuck wondering how I’ll get
through it
The
artist has now related the song back to herself again. She has been left alone
to deal with whatever is going through her mind. The word ‘wondering’ is
something that is done usually when one has spare time, or time in which they
aren’t doing anything. This could show how long she has been trapped for.
I hate how everything is
The
artist no longer has any hope left. She has resorted to hating EVERYTHING,
which is an incredibly strong word to describe how one is feeling and then
adding the word everything shows that there is nowhere or nothing that she
feels will change for the better.
Nothing feels right not a
perfect fit
This
line brings to mind the image of a small child trying to fit pieces into a
puzzle and getting frustrated since she is perhaps trying the puzzle the wrong
way, but she is too young to understand. This then relates back to the fact
that the artist is being treated like a child, as she sees things in a childish
light. Therefore, a deeper insight on the artist and her story and true
personality is being revealed.
Standards so high gonna fall
fall fall
This
line reveals the artist’s disappointment in what she has been through. Before
whatever dramatic event that had taken place to get her into the state that she
is in today, she had appeared to be someone who perhaps set her expectations up
too easily and was then bitterly let down. This could also be viewed as other
people having high expectations of her that she couldn’t reach and because of
the pressure to succeed, she crumbled.
Building up another wall
wall wall
This
line could reflect that either the artist is building up a metaphorical
emotional wall to corner herself up from other people, from society. The line
could also reflect that other people are cornering her off from themselves,
that they are rejecting her. Also, she repeats the word ‘wall’ three times,
just as she is repeating the word ‘fall’ which could once again reflect the
artist slowly losing her sanity.
Too loud need to break out
The
artist is now telling the audience how she feels, although the line almost
sounds like she is thinking this inside of her head but she needs to get her
thoughts out. The use of the words ‘break out’ also shows that she is being
held somewhere against her will, since if it were somewhere that she wanted to
be she wouldn’t have to ‘break out’, she could simply leave.
Maximum security lockdown
Finally,
the audience may be able to see exactly what has happened to the artist. It
sounds like she is definitely either in a psychiatric ward or she is battling
with herself, that she just feels too confined for words. ‘Lockdown’ in itself
is used as common terminology in both prisons and psychiatric wards in where
either a prisoner or a patient has escaped and is too dangerous for other
people to be left alone with them. Therefore this shows the panic and the
danger that the artist is feeling, or that she has put herself in.
Feeling like a prisoner you
can’t leave now
She
is again being referred back to as a prisoner, however as she says ‘feeling
like’ it doesn’t then necessarily mean that she is one. But she is definitely
somewhere that she doesn’t want to be. Also, the words ‘you can’t leave now’
also imply that she is being held hostel, against her will.
Maximum security lockdown
(you can’t leave now)
Here
she is repeating what she has already said, once again going down the route of
reptetion, again reflecting her mental state since when people repeat what they
have just said, it means that they are either trying to make a point or they
are suffering from anxiety.
Too far down the line to
give up now
This
line, however, does not sound like something the artist had said on her own
accord. It sounds like something that someone would try and tell her in attempt
to keep her where she is, once again nudging on the patronizing borderline
contemptuous dialogue that she has been experiencing.
Again,
she has repeated herself.
Is it normal to feel this
way?
Now
she has begun to question what she believes in and what she has been told. She
uses rhetorical questions to almost turn to the audience, perhaps she is trying
to gain their opinion on her situation so that it makes more sense to her.
Do you really think I’m not
ok?
Now
it is almost like the artist has begun to doubt herself and become
self-conscious and paranoid that what she has been told and what she has
overheard people say about her is true. Again, another rhetorical question is
used.
Don't want to admit to
anything
She
now is almost stating the fact that she has done something for her to get to
where she is now, but she doesn’t want to say what she has done. The reason to
this could be that she is worried about her punishment, whatever that may or
may not be.
Charged my sentence but I
don’t feel nothing
This
line is now showing that perhaps the
artist is getting what she had deserved but she doesn’t feel any regret,
remorse, anything.
(Because) You just want to see me lose again
In
this line, it shows that the artist has been in similar situations like this
before and that someone had perhaps broken her trust like this before.
You are not a real friend
Here
it has become obvious that some form of trust has been broken and that the
artist is now singing to whoever had broken her trust, someone that had been a
fake friend to her.
(So you might aswell)Take another shot while you’re at
it
Stuck wondering how I’ll get through it
I hate how everything is
Nothing feels right not a perfect fit
Standards so high gonna fall fall fall
Building up another wall wall wall
Too loud need to break out
Maximum security lockdown
Feeling like a prisoner you can’t leave now
Maximum security lockdown (you can’t leave now)
Too far down the line to give up now
Maximum security lockdown
No I don’t wanna talk about it
Here,
the artist sounds like she is being questioned by someone like a psychiatrist,
someone delving into her thoughts maybe against her will. The word ‘NO’ starts
the lyric and also in the song, it was sung with a harsh force. She also doesn’t
state what exactly has happened as she uses the word ‘it’, leaving it to the
audience’s own imagination. This is effective since allowing the audience to
assume what has happened to her will then lead them to believe in the song a
little more.
No I don’t know how I feel
Once
again, she is answering questions that she couldn’t answer. Her emotions are
clearly mixed at this point as she isn’t too sure how exactly she feels. She
again starts the sentence with ‘No’, sounding like she’s answering another
question that she didn’t really want to answer. Also, the idea of a
psychiatrist or someone trying to help her mental state links to the idea of a
psychiatric hospital.
No I don’t need to know any of it
This
is interesting, as it almost shows that she is being interrogated as she is
being offered something that she won’t take. Also, there is a suspicion that
she may have forgotten whatever has happened to her, since she ‘doesn’t need to
know any of it’, this might also suggest that she wants to completely forget
about what she has done and wants to attempt to erase her memory.
Yes I just want this over with
Now there
could be a series of things that she is being offered. This is the first time
in four lines that she actually answers a question with ‘YES’ and it seems like
she either wants to just get her sentence over with or she wants to get her time
in wherever she is being held up with ‘over with’.
No I don’t want fake help
Once
again, the artist has returned to answering the questions with ‘no’, once more
showing that she is slowly becoming irritated with the questions asked. Also,
the words ‘fake help’ shows that she doesn’t believe that what she is being
offered is genuine and that she is sick of people not acting themselves around
her.
No I don’t know how I felt
Now
she appears to be answering questions about the crime/situation that she has committed,
as she says the word ‘felt’ instead of ‘feel’ showing that it was in the past
tense. This is still borderline psychiatrist and now falling into police
interrogation, now linking to the idea of a prison and now committing an
illegal offence.
No I don’t wanna go through this for a year
Now
this line suggests that she’s being held up somewhere, perhaps counselling sessions
that would last a year. However the words ‘go through this’ suggest that she is
being treated unfairly, therefore hinting strongly at being held in a
psychiatric ward. Also, the way that this is portrayed, it shows that people
are viewing her as a inferior mentally unstable person that they feel they have
to mollycoddle and look after, as if she were a child, and therefore the artist
appears to get extremely frustrated because of this.
Yes I just want someone to be near
Once
more, she has answered the question with ‘yes’. However there is a pattern
here, every fourth question she answeres with ‘yes’. Therefore this could imply
that she isn’t paying much attention to the questions asked as she has gotten
herself into a rhythm. This lyric also then implies lonliness and the loss of
someone to talk to and to have near. The artist just wants everything to go
back to normal.
Standards so high gonna fall fall fall
Building up another wall wall wall
Too loud need to break out
Maximum security lockdown
Feeling like a prisoner you can’t leave now
Maximum security lockdown (you can’t leave now)
Too far down the line to give up now
Maximum security lockdown
Standards so high gonna fall fall fall
Building up another wall wall wall
Too loud too loud
This
line, the repetition of ‘too loud’ shows her mental state slowly deteriorating,
as she is starting to repeat herself and can’t take the noise or the pressure.
Maximum security lockdown
This
line implies that the artist is the reason for the lockdown. Throughout the
lyrics, she has almost explained her confused state of mind and by ending with the
word ‘lockdown’, the impression is given that she is finally going to break out
and therefore the ‘lockdown’ is initiated because of her.
Analysing Music
The music begins with a slow steady pace of an organ. Organ's are usually linked to eerie, spooky and mysterious genres of films and music, therefore gives off the spooky element to the song. The bass guitar also appears, after the introduction. This sets the beat well, however since it is such a low sound (it's a mute bass), it adds to the mystery, not taking away from the sound of the organ. Lizzie's voice has no set temp to it, it varies. Sometimes it goes high and other times it wobbled slightly, but even though it is unusual it adds extremely well to the genre of music. The reason that it wobbles and sometimes varies in it's pitch, it makes the lyrics sound like she's slowly loosing her cool and the pressure she is under is becoming too much for her to handle.
Analysing Tempo
The tempo to the song is steady and keeps that way for the whole way through. The percussion that sets the tempo of the song sounds like it has been done by a drum but then there is a slight echo with every beat that it takes out. Once again, the echo adds to the slightly horror theme that the song maintains. Because the song's tempo is so steady and consistent, Lizzie is able to then vary her voice and go anywhere that she wants it to, depending on how she wants to sing it at the time of recording. She doesn't even necessarily need to follow the tempo with her voice as the beat keeps the song steady.
How would you visually communicate this in a video?

The song is purely based on the themes of loneliness and a mental confusion. Therefore the image I have in my mind is of a girl with long straight dark brown hair constantly over her face in a long white gown. The settings that I would use would be a white room with no way out, with perhaps just a bed in the corner, or a padded cell which I may have to use a green screen with. I would illustrate the lyrics by perhaps having my actress a flash back of her before the situation happened, totally normal. Then I would show her in the state she is in now compared to the state that she was in before, literally showing her being locked up with no escape at all, crying and screaming in some scenes and lip syncing in others. To amplify this video I would do the same, but not the flashbacks, just a girl frantically bashing on the walls and screeching (with no sound as this would be done underneath the music), clutching her hair in distress and writing the words 'LOCKDOWN' and 'TOO LOUD' on the wall perhaps in blood red paint. To contradict this however I would show a girl running through a field, completely free. This would totally go against the idea of being trapped, therefore perhaps then having an even stronger impact on the video.